Tonight, The Love of My Life

i'm suppose to sleep now.But i can't :( Do you know the feeling when you miss someone so much and that feeling make you cry?Yeah that kind of feeling i have right now :'( shila said 'Cinta hati saya' ,orang dah ramai kutuk dia but i want to say it to 'the love of my life'... IMISSYOUSOMUCH! Yup, you Mr.Stalker :) i know we just met yesterday but i miss you so much :( i don't want you to go back to Lumut.His a student okay, so he need to go back and stay there.Kiteorang promise jumpa 2 minggu sekali kalau boleh, but since we're in holiday for Chinese New Year...His back for 1 week.Kiteorang bertemu almost everyday (I know, mcm org dah sah je jmp tiap2 hari) but yesterday early in the morning he came before balik Lumut.And, tak sampai 24 hours dah rindu.Nobody can say anything when you're in love... Currently, i'm waiting for him to wake up because he need to fetch his friend at station bus.i want to hear his voice.Hmmm... hehe teringat awak cakap awak ada semua Social networking dite sy...Macam Fb,Twitter,Path,Instagram tp sy tk sure awak tahu ke tak sy ada blog :p well my blog is simple, nothing special bout it.So if awak dah jumpe nnt boleh stalker blog sy kan? hahah....Cari sampai dapat! Tonight, sy teringat time kite still berkawan.No special relationship...Kite selalu borak sampai 3 4 pagi kan?Almost everyday kite akan on the phone around 2 hours.Lepas sy call awk lak akan call sy balik.Sambil cakap sy mesti tgk bulan.Sebab awk duduk atas bumbung hostel awak and awk tgk bulan jugak :) hahah macam orang bercinta je, padahal kawan je.Kite pernah lost contact but i can't just let you go.i don't have to chose with who i wanna be with coz i know i want yo, even if as a friend.Hahaha tak tahu malu kan?but siapa boleh tipu diri sendiri?perasaan sendiri. Tonight, sy terfikir...what will happen if we can't be together anymore?I hope you will always be happy with who ever the lucky girl.But i know, you will always be in my heart.The Love of My Life :) p/s: sometime i was wondering, we keep talking bout something that we want after we achieve what we want...(You know what i mean)...Why do i feel like, dah tiba masanya...?